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Feb. 27th, 2007 @ 11:21 am (no subject)
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so i guess ill do a real update and not a survey (sorry tim gilman, i know ur really disappointed)

so this week is a really fun week.  im turning 21 tomorrow and then this weekend i am going to vermont with some of the best people ever.  it will definitely be an adventure.  money is tight right now and stressing me out just cuz of tomorrow and this weekend...but u only live once, and im finally starting a work/study job next week, so ill get back into getting money again, even if its little.  

next week is going to blow majorly.  i have a presentation to do for italian on tuesday, 2 test right in a row with the same teacher and the same hard format on Wednesday, and then an italian midterm on thursday.  ahhhh, dont want to think about it at all right now.  its just gonna suck to go from from such an easy and fun week and then even funner weekend to intense school shit.  oh well..after that its spring break and i can relax, so that will be good.  sometimes its good to get all that shit out of the way during one week.  i can handle it.  

andy's taking me to boston for my birthday to go to the aquarium (PENGUINS!) and then to go around Faneiul Hall since ill be 21 and can finally really experience it.  so that will probably happen over spring break sometime...definitely something to be excited about.  he's gonna be here tomorrow and thursday too which im happy about too.  then thursday night im going out to dinner with my parents which will be good too.  im enjoying the relationship i have with my parents now.  they stay out of my life, let me live and dont try to get too involved in any decisions or anything like that going on, unless i seek them out for help or decide to talk to them about something.  but im closer with them at the same point...even though i can probably count the number of nights i spent at home on one hand over winter break...it was almost good in a way.  i actually enjoy seeing them now and look forward to talking to them and stuff like that.  

alright, well, people are awake now and distracting me, so i must go.
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Feb. 22nd, 2007 @ 11:11 pm (no subject)
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Feb. 16th, 2007 @ 05:04 pm (no subject)
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here we go again...Collapse )

home for the weekend.  school has been good, handling the workload.  gotten to see andy a lot which is nice.  as much as i didnt expect to see him so often, i like that he cares so much to visit and valentines day was perfect...i always liked doing little things for vday, but im not really into the holiday usually, but this year was just better than i could've expected.  perfect dinner, perfect gift, and a perfect night...allow me to be sappy, please.

things are different at home.  my brother doesnt live here anymore, my dad has a new job and for once im actually happy being home.  i guess having somewhere to go all the time at home and not being forced to be here actually makes me like being here.  

like i said, im handling the workload better than i thought i guess. hasnt gotten too intense yet.  but i guess in the past couple years i've gained some confidence at school.  i've always been able to do the school thing, but been more humble about it i guess, or didnt give myself enough credit.  but im starting to realize that i can really pave a good path for myself and get to exactly where i want to be if i maintain my focus.  it makes me feel comfortable.  as much as there is still uncertainty, i have faith ill end up where i need to be.  its funny how being with someone older (even if just by a year and a half..it seems like a bigger difference at times) and someone that has lived so much of their life already can make u put ur own life into perspective and start actually seeing the reality of the future.
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Feb. 16th, 2007 @ 08:18 am (no subject)
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Feb. 9th, 2007 @ 08:08 am (no subject)
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Best, Worst, Last, Today, Tomorrow, Favorite, Currently, and True or False.

1. Male friend: Jason
2. Female friend: Julie
3. Vacation: Disneyyyy
4. Time of day: anytime at night...after like 10 i'd say
5. Day of the Week: Friday
6. Food: italian...especially pastaaa
7. memory: too many

1. Person you saw (that dont live with you): Kara W.
2. Talked to on the phone: Andy
3. Text: Lia
4. IMed: Jill Shiebs
5. Message over myspace: i think julie's sister or something when i was letting people know about the letter thing

1. What are you doing now: well im in class, but not doing work
2. What are you wearing right now?: jeans and a green shirt
3. Better than yesterday?: not sure yet, its only 8am

1. Is: Saturday
2. Got any plans: going home for the night to see Andy :)
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: driving? i dunno

1. Number: 8
2. Song: crash into me-dave
3. color: red
4. Season: spring

1. Missing someone: yessss
2. Mood: kinda tired, but on the verge of being wired on coffee
3. Wanting: to be done with class

True or False:

I currently regret something that I have done.

When I get mad, I curse frequently.

I enjoy country music.

I like smoothies.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I have a crush.
i dont consider him a crush

I have a hard time paying attention at school.

I have a hidden talent?

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.

I have all my grandparents.

I have at least one brother and/or sister.

I have been told that I have a sense of humor.

I have broken a bone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.

I have done something illegal.
true...every day!

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have had major/minor surgery?

I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months.

I have had the cops called on me.
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Feb. 4th, 2007 @ 06:32 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: okayokay
i love my mom.

Be at Peace

Do not look forward in fear to the changes of life;

Rather look to them with full hope that as they arise,
God, whose very own you are, will lead you safely
through all things;

And when you cannot stand it, God will carry you
in His arms.

Do not fear what may happen tomorrow;

The same everlasting Father who cares for you today
will take care of you today and every day.

He will either shield you from suffering or will give you
unfailing strength to bear it.

Be at peace and put aside all anxious thoughts and

St. Francis de Sales

kinda stressed out right now, but things are still good i think.
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